{"id":31,"date":"1997-06-01T00:27:36","date_gmt":"1997-06-01T04:27:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.greasymonkey.net\/MonkeyBLOG\/?p=31"},"modified":"2008-07-05T00:32:34","modified_gmt":"2008-07-05T04:32:34","slug":"j-kevin-wolfe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.fosterjohnson.com\/POETRY\/?p=31","title":{"rendered":"J. Kevin Wolfe"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I write and talk too much. I write and sidekick for the nationally syndicated Weekly Rear View Radio Show. I co-host the regionally syndicated &#8220;Everybody&#8217;s Cooking&#8221; on public radio. My fourth cookbook is in the works. I just completed editing and retranslating (with the author) the war diary of a 12-year-old Bosnian poet (published in two languages in Europe and being typeset for US publication.)<\/p>\n<p>When I grow up wanna to be a poet; a journalist for the soul.\u00ca<\/p>\n<p><strong>The Fiddler and His Lady<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>He made his fiddle a lady<br \/>\nin the exhaled haze of a Dingle pub<\/p>\n<p>As the drums and strums<br \/>\ndanced the clack of Keryl&#8217;s spoons<br \/>\nthe old men scratched their violins<br \/>\nBut not Maguire&#8217;s lady<\/p>\n<p>She cooed and sighed<br \/>\nas his chin so gently rested on her body<br \/>\nHis peaceful touch drew across her<br \/>\nlike a warm breath through hair of silk<br \/>\nThen the rogue Jim made her weep<\/p>\n<p>til she bit us with her pain<br \/>\nand a drip of tears seasoned the Guinness<\/p>\n<p>But he knew his lady so well<br \/>\nThe instant he smiled and her hopes took wing<br \/>\nShe laughed like he&#8217;d never made her grieve<\/p>\n<p>Her chorts so loud they drew a curious boy<br \/>\nwho jigged on the stains of the floor<br \/>\nShe giggled at the jests of Macguire&#8217;s bow<br \/>\nand the boy floated above the hardwood<br \/>\nhis feet occasionally tapping the floor<\/p>\n<p>At closing time<br \/>\nJim laid his lady in her worn velvet bed<br \/>\nand locked her away<br \/>\nas if she only wanted to sing to him<br \/>\nHe hugged her under his arm<br \/>\nprotecting his rare lady from the damp chill<br \/>\nof the Irish summer night.<\/p>\n<p><strong>van Gogh Says<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>van Gogh says to God &#8220;I do not like<br \/>\nyour gawky use of trees in your landscapes so<br \/>\nI made my own.<\/p>\n<p>You make the starry night breathe<br \/>\nbut do not show the dynamics except<br \/>\nfor in creeping shadows of leaves.<\/p>\n<p>You pottered a flawless conch shell<br \/>\na billion years ago but<\/p>\n<p>what were you doing during post impressionism?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><strong>do they?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>it&#8217;s the pebbles<br \/>\nthat make life insurmountable<\/p>\n<p>boulders<br \/>\nwe expect<br \/>\nbut too much gravel<br \/>\nwe trip on<\/p>\n<p>when<br \/>\nit&#8217;s so black all day has ceased<br \/>\nwhen life is as bleak<br \/>\nas bleakest jet<br \/>\ni lie back<br \/>\nlook to the core<br \/>\nof the charcoal night<\/p>\n<p>i gaze deep<br \/>\ninto the soul<br \/>\nof the ancient pitch<br \/>\nand ask &#8220;do<br \/>\nthe stars still shine tonite?&#8221;\u00ca<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nOne Strong Wing<br \/>\n(for Christian)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>If I had one strong wing<br \/>\nI could fly away<br \/>\nsaid the boy with the stolen face<\/p>\n<p>Burned so bad<br \/>\nthat death was a hope<br \/>\nhis eyes were the only thing left beautiful<br \/>\nthe only thing left human<\/p>\n<p>All looked upon this tiny charred shell<br \/>\nand could not see a boy<br \/>\nEven his parents disavowed his once-life<br \/>\nnow a vagueness of scars<\/p>\n<p>If I had one strong wing I could fly away<br \/>\nI could feel the soft breeze<br \/>\nand not this confusion of sense<br \/>\non what was once my face<\/p>\n<p>Someone heard<br \/>\nthe quiet wail<br \/>\nHe still had no wing<br \/>\nbut he flew 5000 miles<br \/>\nHe flew to where surgeons<br \/>\nwere sculptors of flesh<br \/>\nand potters of noses<\/p>\n<p>Operation<br \/>\noperation<br \/>\noperation<br \/>\netc.<\/p>\n<p>They failed<br \/>\nto make his face a child&#8217;s<\/p>\n<p>But the cleverest magician<br \/>\ntook two toes<br \/>\nand made two fingers appear<br \/>\non the once of a hand<\/p>\n<p>If I had one strong wing<br \/>\nI could lift a discarded life<br \/>\nand make it seem mine again<\/p>\n<p>But I have two near-fingers<br \/>\nso I cant feel anything again<br \/>\nanything<br \/>\nexcept my face<\/p>\n<p><strong>No Tomorrow<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I have no tomorrow<br \/>\nbut I rejoice<br \/>\nI know that life is but a candle flame<br \/>\nthat can be snuffed by but a wisp<\/p>\n<p>I live life as &#8220;last times&#8221;<br \/>\nthe last time I&#8217;ll see a friend<br \/>\nthe last time I&#8217;ll kiss my children<br \/>\nthe last time my love and I entwine<\/p>\n<p>each last time is a gift<br \/>\none more gleaming chance<br \/>\nto hear the quiet groan of a lumbering sunrise<br \/>\nto sip the last drop of a melting sunset<br \/>\nto pocket a falling star<br \/>\nsomewhere in the coat of your soul<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve seen fate<br \/>\nand it is but a rice paper partition<br \/>\nbetween boisterous life and voiceless death<\/p>\n<p>every conversation final<br \/>\nmake sure all is said<\/p>\n<p>every question concluding<br \/>\nask what you really want to know<\/p>\n<p>every moment dying<br \/>\ncup it tight<br \/>\nand peek in to see the flicker<br \/>\nof a firelfy called life<\/p>\n<p><strong>Strings<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I still hear his footsteps<br \/>\nThey scuff slowly behind me in uncomfortable shoes<\/p>\n<p>His criticisms were so matter of fact<br \/>\nas if they were never mentioned<br \/>\nbut sharp praise always tasted of pride<\/p>\n<p>Money couldn&#8217;t understand him<br \/>\nJust his presence made life an overwilling marionette<br \/>\nFor me, my father never pulled strings<\/p>\n<p>Strings were last resorts<br \/>\nHis talk danced a circle<br \/>\nand a smile would cameo at the right place<\/p>\n<p>All would be done<\/p>\n<p>He knew I&#8217;d have to learn<br \/>\nto pull strings for myself<br \/>\nI thank him for that<\/p>\n<p>Now I&#8217;m cursed to wonder:<br \/>\nis he pulling a few for me now?<br \/>\nThe talk has stopped<br \/>\nbut I hear the shoes<\/p>\n<p><strong>Time Hates Love<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Time<\/p>\n<p>hates love<br \/>\nTime<\/p>\n<p>erodes the potency<br \/>\nof &#8220;I love you&#8221;<br \/>\nwith each repeat<br \/>\nTime<\/p>\n<p>steals each lovely detail from another<br \/>\nwe burned to praise<br \/>\nTime<\/p>\n<p>always makes &#8220;forever&#8221;<br \/>\ninto the fattest lie<\/p>\n<p>But if Time turned every word<br \/>\never spoken in love<br \/>\ninto a hoax<\/p>\n<p>it would make no difference<\/p>\n<p>if somewhere<br \/>\nsomewhen<br \/>\njust one kiss<br \/>\nwere true<\/p>\n<p><strong>The Relationship<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>She.<\/p>\n<p>He.<\/p>\n<p>She, He,<\/p>\n<p>She? He?<br \/>\nShe! He!<\/p>\n<p>She:He<br \/>\nHe:She<\/p>\n<p>He; She<br \/>\nHe, She,<\/p>\n<p>He.<\/p>\n<p>She.<\/p>\n<p><strong>The Bubble<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>All of life<br \/>\nseemed to be in the tiny bubble<br \/>\nhe had just blown.<\/p>\n<p>His little breath gave it life<br \/>\nas it grew and lifted<br \/>\noff the wand.<\/p>\n<p>A twisted rainbow danced<br \/>\nin the thin soap sphere<br \/>\nas it rose.<\/p>\n<p>It glided<br \/>\nout a window.<br \/>\nIt sheened in the sun.<br \/>\nAnd floated into the bluest of skies<br \/>\nuntil it vanished.<\/p>\n<p>I know now for sure<br \/>\nit died<br \/>\nin a sudden burst<br \/>\nnot far from the window.<\/p>\n<p>but as a child<br \/>\nyou could<br \/>\nnever convince me of that.<\/p>\n<p><strong>The Day Reality Asked Dreams For a Dance<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>On the day Reality asked Dreams for a dance.<br \/>\nBut Dreams declined. &#8220;You are often<br \/>\ncrude and would step on my hopeful feet.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Reality straightened his tie with the fate prints. &#8220;You never<br \/>\ntake a chance. This<br \/>\njoyous dancefloor awaits us.<br \/>\nWould you let a few<br \/>\nsore toes get in the way<br \/>\nof becoming yourself?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dreams folded her arms. &#8220;Today yes.<br \/>\nTomorrow maybe&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Reality snickered &#8220;You always talk<br \/>\nof tomorrow like he&#8217;ll walk in the door,<br \/>\nkiss your hand, and<br \/>\nspin you endlessly.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dreams turned her eyes. &#8220;He will. For I<br \/>\nam a passionate kiss. And you Reality,<br \/>\nyou are but a cold fish handshake.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Reality stretched<br \/>\nhis neck in the stiff ivory collar. &#8220;Then I<br \/>\nshall dance with Yesterday.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dreams looked Reality straight in the eye &#8220;Yesterday<br \/>\nknows only one dance.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Reality tugged his cufflinks &#8220;But<br \/>\nshe knows it well. And once again<br \/>\nyou&#8217;ll just sit here and watch.<br \/>\nGuzzling up<br \/>\nall the punch of Life.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sipping,&#8221; murmured Dreams,<br \/>\ncasually looking away, &#8220;slowly sipping&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>This affliction of poetry: there is no cure. It was only in remission all these years I&#8217;ve written humor on a nationally syndicated radio show. Through the numerous articles printed in Writer&#8217;s Digest Magazine where my cartoons have appeared as well. Even through the passion of writing three cookbooks. Why do we write poetry: because he have to. I thoroughly appreciate those involved with the Web poetry movement which is putting the most real of things back into our virtual world and giving us an electronic brick wall to spraypaint the graffiti of our souls.<\/p>\n<p>all poems copyright 1997 by J. Kevin Wolfe. Author gives web publishing permission for free public viewing.<br \/>\nAll rights reserved by author. One time print rights available by agreement.<\/p>\n<p>J. Kevin Wolfe<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I write and talk too much. I write and sidekick for the nationally syndicated Weekly Rear View Radio Show. I co-host the regionally syndicated &#8220;Everybody&#8217;s Cooking&#8221; on public radio. My fourth cookbook is in the works. I just completed editing and retranslating (with the author) the war diary of a 12-year-old Bosnian poet (published in &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.fosterjohnson.com\/POETRY\/?p=31\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;J. 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